So, of coarse, our main purpose in moving back to the awful awful, horrible, ok, it's not all that, but it is the city, is to help boost our finacial situation. The past few months have been stressful and it's killing our marriage. I turn into a stressed out grouch who wants, wants, wants. And Jase turns into a penny pinching, over budgeting, over working, neglecter.....those two are a BAD combination. And I know we'll be back to bliss in our marriage soon. But when times suck you kinda wonder, "why's he even with me?" And today when I was reading Nienie I saw these pictures and I thought, "holy crap, look at the way he's looking at her! I wonder if Jase would be able to look at me like that if I had gone through all that she has? Then I wonder, I wonder if he could now. The thoughts of a crappy little phase. I know, it'll pass. But seriously, look at the love in these pictures!
In the meantime...back to packing. I'm soo soo depressed right now blogging, surrounded by packed boxes and empty cupboards. The kids are having an awesome time using the too big boxes for trains and forts.