Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Warning, disgusting birthing picture (edited)

As most of you know I wanted to get pregnant last December, um, I changed my mind. So I decided fine, I want a March baby, I'll get pregnant in June. Um, I'm not going to, cause I don't want to be sick for our vacation in July. So I decided I would get pregnant in September, but now my sisters might be doing a girls trip (first time ever) to NY in the fall and I definately don't want to be sick for that. Also, look at this beautiful collage I put together. First off, we have me at 240lbs...gross! I'm almost 100lbs down from that and I don't want to do it again. 2nd, we have the deliver of the worlds biggest baby, ok, not really, but I just don't feel like doing that again. 3rd, we have the midwife freaking out about the biggest baby's biggest head. NOT FUN!

But then I went through a few more pictures and came up with this. Even though the delivery day wasn't one that I think of fondly, we did get a Baby B out of it. The first pic is his delivery day, the second two are within the first 2 weeks. Ahhh, I do want a baby, but I really don't. Blah! So anyways, there's my story of why I have a 2 year old, am a mormon mom, and am NOT pregnant. I'm just a little confused and selfish right now...back off!!!!

18 comments:

Amy John said...

You and me are in the same boat! I am having the SAME EXACT situation right now. That is why I am not prego yet!

Mary Ann said...

me too... same situation and trying to figure out the right time for the next baby.. loving not being pregnant, but love newborns!! good luck with that!

Dramatic Imaging said...

Crap, like you can't be a Mormon with a two year old and not pregnant! But, it does sound to me like you really want to and that is what should make you do it. You are still a great mom and person either way though! I for one feel no guilt for having a 9 month old and not even giving it a thought! Who knows for us! Ohhh, I remember your birth. Thanks for letting me be there and taking the pics. Despite what you think, it was an amazing birth even if he did come out size of a 3 month old!!!!!! You poor thing. You did amazing! I miss Jean! On my third, I hit Zeke. You just clawed Jason and yelled in his ear! haha!!!!!! Oh, for pics, you should come here and we can do it in the fall if you want. I guess it just depends on when you get prego. I will look in to that resort for you and we would love family pics. Maybe I will get lucky and loose some. Oh and by the way, shut up about size 8. I wear anything from a 1-8. Pants are stupid sizes and you are doing amazing to wear an 8. My fat just hangs over the 2's and 3's!!!!!!

Zane said...

Why the baby drama? You are still very young - there is time to have babies. I am afraid we wouldn't be allowed to move back to Joseph City since we probably won't even think about another baby for another 2 years.

Of course, this is all coming from a man. Take my comment with a grain of sand.

Our Little World said...

I totally understand how you are feeling Kristal. Gosh, Annabelle is only 7 months old and I am going thru all that stuff in my head constantly. Craziness. I thought you looked great when you were pregnant with Boston! And he is a sweetheart! You'll know when it really is right for you. And what was edited?

Melissa said...

you crack me up!!!! I'm having the same problem!! i want one but dont :) Love your new header and background.

Staci said...

What wonderful pictures!! I love your blog!! You are totally a role model to me. I admire all you do everyday!! I don't think there is anything wrong with deciding to space out your children. We all know you will still have all of them!! I admire all you went through to have Boston, amazing!!

kristal said...

Ahh, I'm soo glad so many other momo moms are going through the same thing. I just figured my sister has a big ole happy family and she spaced ALL 6 of hers about 3 years apart, and since my first two are so close, I can space these ones 4 years...right? Um, and Zane, yours and kojo's opinion are always important to me, keep it coming. And Amy B, bite me...size 2/3...BITE ME! wahh! Ok, so settled....no more guilt about waiting til winter to get knocked up with #4, now just the constant worry of, "what if I can't get pregnant right away". Gotta love it

alison said...

I love the picts especially your new header. I think you look gorgeous in that prego picture. I am feeling like you only I think Jeremy is going to win out on this issue, he wants a bay SOOOOOOOOOOO bad, I think after we move down next month I will just say if it happens it happens, I am sucking on my diet anyways, so as long as I just keep eating healthy like I am hopfully I won't gain too much this time around. I worry about if it will take a while to get preg this time, you just never know how the body will work. I can't believe by the time I have a baby there will be at least a 6 years space between Kenz and baby. Oh well we did what we needed to do to get Kenz where she needs to be. I say do what you think feels right, if you want to go to NY with your sisters and not be preg, just wait, you are awsome! Boss is only 2, that is still a baby, just enjoy his snuggles and his babiness a little longer and you will have more kids before you know it.

Harding Family said...

Your one hot pregnant mom and just a hot momm not pregnant. Have fun on your girls trip-that's gonna be awesome! Just cram your next 2 kids together!

j&krosser said...

I wanted to wait longer for #2 but I had a moment of insanity. If I had just waited a few more months I definately could have waited longer(sacrament with a 2 year old). Oh well I am excited and maybe if you wait I can catch up .ha ha

LuAnne said...

I'm with ya. I want to have more kids, but there are too many things that I don't want to be sick for this year - plus Addison is whiny enough for 2 kids! Plus I really do not want to be pregnant again. Last time was not fun at all :)

Ashley said...

You might be kicked out if you wait to long:) I am planning on waiting until I finish school and to be skinny.

Our Little World said...

You know, about being skinny. I lost 60 lbs before I got preggo with Annabelle and gained every stupid lb. back and need to lose it all. I might as well have a few more kids, then lose the weight! Ugh!

kristal said...

That's exactly how I feel about this one. I lost my weight after Kam, and I lost even more since B, this is the smallest I've been since we've been married, so I figured I'll enjoy it, then after the next kid, keep em coming til I'm done, then worry about weight again.

Audycamp said...

ok FOR 1 i love your new header...FOR 2 i love your prego belly and FOR 3 i will have a 3year old in a couple days and am NOT pregnant! actually i wish i was..we've been trying for a year..so it's kinda depressing. just don't put it off too long like i did and then regret it!!

Burgess said...

I love that pic of the midwife measuring B's head -- that's funny. Everyone's starting to ask me when the next one's coming, too. Izzy and the next one are going to be at least 4.5 years apart! You have 3 already, it's okay to take a break!

Vonda said...

Your header rocks! So does Baby Bossy!